Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Part 4

Thinking back... My life would have been so different if I were to leave with that family. Oh well, guess that's just not what my life should have been. I carry on living my childhood being taken care by different nannies and relatives. Dad got a HDB rental flat from the government when I was about to start my primary school and I moved back to stay with him. I still remember the first day of school dad took so long just to tied my hair for me and I realised that my socks was one up one down looking at my primary one class photo. Lol...


Life kind of got worse after moving home with dad. My dad is a entertainer by profession. He's a stage host, stage manager, singer etc. When I was just a little gal I hang around at theater and big nightclubs. Dad performed with many popular celebrities before. He appeared in newspaper and had lots of photos taken with popular celebrities. My dad is a very smart man, he's good looking, charming and so damn good with his words that many women fall for him. He had so many women in his life that I have absolutely no count of the number of them. My stepmother came into our life while I was in primary school. She's just 12yrs my senior and not a nice woman, typical stepmother figure.


She was staying with us before they got married and it seems like the family doesn't like my dad as he is much older and a divorcee. But that doesn't stop them from being together eventually she got pregnant and had to officially be married to my dad. She wasn't nice to me and kind of bully me every now and then but I just kept quiet didn't tell my dad about how she was towards me. She is the kind that says do your own things and yet she'll ask me to wash the dishes for her. She can cook dinner then say to me that she didn't cook my share asked me to cook myself if I want to eat. WTF?? Well, isn't that a typical stepmother? She even ever whack me before, which was not a big deal cause I get whack by my dad all the time whatever I get from her was nothing compare to those I got from my dad.


To be continue....


*On part 5 I will reveal how I suffered with a violent and temperamental dad.... Right now I'm having a terrible headache and resting at home. Don't want to think so hard about the past, just wanna rest.